Saturday, September 4, 2010

A Revolt Has Begun

It’s labor day weekend, I’m in Nashville, TN visiting my mom briefly. It’s amazing how being away from home, doesn’t feel like I’m far away at all, more than likely it’s due to the presence of family, and the familiarity of the spirit of this house. I have a new piece of studio equipment which i’m really siked about The Native Instruments Kore and Komplete 6 with a Free Upgrade to Komplete 7 on the way. Kore & Komplete are awarding winning pieces of music production software & hardware. This is something I’ve been dreaming for a couple of years now, and it took a slight sacrifice to get it. It’s funny how the nature of achieving a dream requires an uncomfortable sacrifice, but somehow you know that the sacrifice is worth it, even with no guarantees. I recently started doing some live streams of me starting to do my own DJ Sets, another dream, a big one at that. Djing I felt alive, a form of being alive that time and space cease to exist, and it’s just bliss; pure bliss. i didn’t do anything revolutionary DJing wise, but within my soul was triggered a revolution. There’s a revolt going on inside of me now, a great revolt of paradigm shifts; of one going from mere existence to a form of existence that channels you into a flow of life that propels you forward into what the heavens have placed you here on this little green planet of God’s to do. I feel like i've accomplished a major victory, the feeling of winning a important battle fills my mind from obtaining Kore and Komplete, and also doing the ustream set.Those acts of faith were very symbolic for me. It represented a major milestone in a quest, it felt like it sets the stage for the next level, the next phase. The odd thing is; no one around me knows how major of a coup this was for me, and to tell the truth i kinda like it that way. I feel poised to conquer, better yet I feel that what i’m going after, what i’m pursuing has been mines from the start. The train has finally really left the station, now to take inventory of those on this journey with me, some people will be passengers getting on and off at there destinations along the way, but for a chosen few, they are indeed crew-members seeing this ride to the very end of the line, and beyond.