I believe it's been about 2 years since i posted anything, so much has happened. So many hopes and dreams that I was gunning for to take off, are still in the hangar, not even on the runway. So I stand two years later realizing that I aint did sh*# for myself in two years. All that I set out to do got caught up in the whirlwind of my own bullsh#$. I have yet to take true responsibility for my own dreams. Instead of me making headway in my own goals. I've put my own intrest in limbo, by not giving them the proper attention they deserve. Now I can sit and wallow and offer up excuses and lame arse reasons of why I didn't do what I set out to do, but that wouldn't accomplish anything but self pity and procrastination, and that doesn't get me any closer to the reality I wish to live. So the only solution is to own up to the truth and that truth is, I have severely failed myself and to a bigger effect my dreams. The only thing I can do now is what I was always supposed to do and that's take action and stop being a pu@#y towards my dreams and face them head on! I've decided to prove that i really do got it within me to turn my imagination into reality and it's starts with this very blog....
